Sunday, December 5, 2010

front-back..side-to-side?

Some things irritates me..that's normal. But people?
Yes..Some people does irritates me..
but the term "irritate" is not really appropriate for how or what I feel towards them..
It's more of disappointment, and a big "HUH??".

Yes. There are people who act like a know-it-all, when they really are empty-heads.
There are also those type who think they're TOO cool, in different ways.
Let me enumerate..
1. Those who kept puffin' cigarettes and tilt their heads up to emit their smoke,
which I think should be caught by police for smoke belching!! pff.
2. Those who think their pretty enough to talk sh*t and d*rty..
Feeling like they're the campus mean girls. Feeling popular and all..
3. Those who wear eye liners (makes them feel like a punk) who cannot, even once, open their minds that there's hope!
Like it's always the end of the world. And that there's no way out.
For Christ's sake..maybe wiping of the liner will do them something good?

I'm not very choosy or sensitive with people. Including those above mentioned..
But in some way, I've observed them and for my own prerogative, I sort of not liking them, like a good 20%?hihi..
We all should know how to act and live this life for ourselves, and not being so selfish, live for others too.
We don't live alone in this world.
We interact with people, consciously or subconsciously.
We affect others in any manner. So let us be a bit sensitive.

For anything's sake.




Thursday, December 2, 2010


"I've got sunshine..On a cloudy day!"
~ Michael Jackson
Line extracted from the song "My Girl" sung by Michael Jackson.


Each day, I am grateful that I got somebody like 'him'..
(Him : my love, my better half, my life..)
We are separated by distance but he never fails to brighten my day..
Like what the photo says.."You are my sunshine".
He is, 
 indeed, my sunshine..& my wonderwall..

Wonderwall? Yes. You heard me right..
he does amazing and wonderful things surprisingly.
(though he thought he's done anything for me yet..hihi)
But honestly, all the things, even the small ones he does,
are very much meaningful to me..

I adore how he can be patient with me,
that is why I also am at my utmost patience.
It's a give and take process.That's what I've learned.
Giving and taking would provide endless source of love.
You give love to the other that made him possible to give love back.
Perhaps, that's one of the nicest thing I ever knew.
That it is possible not to get tired of loving.
Specially, when those whom you give love to,
whole-heartedly shares the love back to you.. 


Love is unconditional.
To love is not just because of the presence of favors.
Love is love because of nothing but love..

To my baby..I love you so much..=')








step out of the crowd..

..The photo that got my attention..


Yes, the photo above got my attention.
Why? For some reasons. Many reasons.



Let's start with the 


First..

We all know that we are unique individuals.
And nothing or no one can change that fact.

We are born with different personalities and all that. 
But, why do we suffer then from misjudgments and false accusations?
That's another thing that we humans got. Tall, skinny, white, pretty..They are preferred over than short, black, fat, and timid..
See..good or bad, they all fall into judgments..




Second..

People tend to create images that they EXPECT out of photos, wordings, or any word-of-mouth, even if they haven't met the person yet..
They thought of you as the GOOD one, they imagine an angel.
Though of you as the BAD, you can use a thesaurus for any synonym for EVIL.
Life's not fair in these kind of situations..
and it is then applicable to say that, "Maybe you don't know what I'm really like."
It's not that, You don't know me..but it's more of how I am..



Third..

More often than not, you would encounter people who will, in any way, pull you down, again, for MANY "unreasonable" & "unjustifiable" reasons..

This applies to allied forces that joins the war and dies for ONE person's interest.
Disgusting right? but they have no choice but to fight the battle since, whether they want it or not, they are involved..
Indirectly or directly..



to be continued..





Sunday, November 14, 2010

Tuesday, November 9, 2010



Love Notes

I got something I'll treasure much
From a guy I love and adore so much
He never fail to make me feel loved
His words touch me even from afar

Days had passed and still it's there
That something we have, we'll always share
Never would I tire, never would I pout
'Cause his love's so strong, it never runs out

I always feel your heart my dear
Away, apart, even when you're near
This love will survive, i know it's for sure
Anything in life, we'll surpass and endure.

{ inspired by love.  ima. }





Monday, November 8, 2010


Yes..that's him..
Summed-up..
I love everything he's made of..
Everything..to include his flaws..
We all have flaws; And knowing how to deal with them can make you love the person truly.
Everything about him is just what I needed..He's just what I want..
He's an all-in-one type of guy..and I'm loving him better each day..=')
I thank God that he gave me a normal guy..
Who knows how to love with a love that doesn't lie.
A love that never hides. A love which I can be proud of.
I feel loved each and every day..
And even I have shortcomings, He never hesitated..
All I can do is to love him much in return. Though sometimes, it doesn't come enough.

I dunno..
I love him..All of him..and it hurts that I can't give him EVERYthing..
I'm trying. But I dunno as well why I can be harsh at times.
Yes I fear..but not until he came into my life..
but I'm still shocked..Why have I done such thing to him.
It hurt him badly. And knowing that hurts me double..='(
I'm sorry..I really am sorry..="(